Nov 09
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CHRISTIAN GILL!!! THIS IS WHAT WE’RE DOING FOR FUCKING RAINBOW BRITE!!! COMMON OUT WORLD THIS IS GONNA BE A FUCKING GOOD TIME. 

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“ What I need is someone who will make me do what I can.
— Ralph Waldo Emerson
Nov 08
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(510): i am high, trapped with a bunch of skaters and asians watching a cat on lsd on youtube, the girl on the couch next to me is getting fingered, and there is lady gaga playing. god has forgetten about me

(via mirah)

Nov 04
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halloween was a blur. went to work the next day before 8 and burned my hand. it’s kinda cool actually. “yoooo lee jones! what happened to your hand?” life happened to my hand. haha

halloween was a blur. went to work the next day before 8 and burned my hand. it’s kinda cool actually. “yoooo lee jones! what happened to your hand?” life happened to my hand. haha

Oct 30
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the day in which lee figures out shit

came home half an hour ago from work and while i was ringing the doorbell saw a moth caught in a spider web. the spider kept poking at the moth and the moth would frantically bat its wings and the spider would draw back… and come again. it was mesmerizing in a geeky biological sense. haha

dom came over today and nancy ordered pizza. my “the teen vogue bandbook: an insider’s guide to careers in fashion” also came today : ) wooohooo!!! i remember when i was in grade 10 i emailed eva chen, the beauty editor of teenvogue, asking her about what internships were like and such. AND SHE EMAILED ME BACK : O i was so starstruck! people go crazy over superstars, i go crazy over teenvogue editors. anyway, i knew even back then that i had to work there, and the book is fucking amazing! and came with a year subscription which was bomb. 

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oh i’m so happy! today i love life and everything in it : )

oh i’m so happy! today i love life and everything in it : )

Oct 28
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whenever I get in this rut mood feeling i tend to want to destroy something beautiful. or toss everything out and start over. rip up my journals, paintings, throw out all my favourite magazines, rip up all the love letters and notes from friends, cut my hair short. then i regret it later. so i won’t do it, won’t do it, won’t do it.

Oct 26
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Oct 23
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friday is my one day without work or school. today i bussed through the cold and resisting winds to pick up tim hortons and visit sickly dom.

friday is my one day without work or school. today i bussed through the cold and resisting winds to pick up tim hortons and visit sickly dom.

Oct 19
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i’m in love.

i’m in love.

Oct 14
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my favourite image at the moment. keeps distracting me from studying.

my favourite image at the moment. keeps distracting me from studying.

Oct 10
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“ Anne felt that life was really not worth living without puffed sleeves.
— LM Montgomery
Oct 05
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On the back of my starbucks cup this morning : “The irony of commitment is that it’s deeply liberating - in work, in play, in love. The act frees you from the tyranny of your internal critic, from the fear that likes to dress itself up and parade around as rational hesitation. To commit is to remove your head as the barrier to your life.” I never thought about it that way but it seemed so true when I read it. On a completely different topic, my weekend was pretty fantastic. No work or school on friday so dom came over and we chilled for a while, then i went to the library to do an essay. saturday i had to get up at 5.30 for work, but i kind of love getting up that early because no ones about and everything is so relaxed. was going to go to mira’s birthday but dom and i ended going to see the invention of lying which was a laugh.  afterwards we went to tim hortons for a midnight iced cappachino. i ate an infinity of fuzzy peaches but i have completed a whole week without chocolate. only 3 left to go. hallelujah!

On the back of my starbucks cup this morning :

“The irony of commitment is that it’s deeply liberating - in work, in play, in love. The act frees you from the tyranny of your internal critic, from the fear that likes to dress itself up and parade around as rational hesitation. To commit is to remove your head as the barrier to your life.”

I never thought about it that way but it seemed so true when I read it.

On a completely different topic, my weekend was pretty fantastic. No work or school on friday so dom came over and we chilled for a while, then i went to the library to do an essay. saturday i had to get up at 5.30 for work, but i kind of love getting up that early because no ones about and everything is so relaxed. was going to go to mira’s birthday but dom and i ended going to see the invention of lying which was a laugh.  afterwards we went to tim hortons for a midnight iced cappachino. i ate an infinity of fuzzy peaches but i have completed a whole week without chocolate. only 3 left to go. hallelujah!